I have to say that every day I am thankful for everything I have been blessed with. Today, I had an overwhelming feeling of thanks more than I normally have. I am overjoyed with everything in my life!
I was baking cookies for my husband and his friend for their camping trip this week. As I'm placing them on to the cooling rack I was thinking to myself about how much I truly have, how much God has blessed us with, and how amazing everyone in my life is.. especially my husband. I've had a struggle with what my true calling is and if what I'm doing day after day is what I'm supposed to be doing. Well, it hit me today! I put the next set of cookies in the oven stopped and looked out the kitchen window to see my handsome little son standing on the swing set with a pretend phone to his ear playing who knows what.. it hit me a little harder.. I then walked into my bedroom to make sure Eden was sleeping safe and sound. As I was walking back to the kitchen my eyes filled with tears. Good tears of course!
I have more then I could have every imagined for myself at 23 years old. I have such a loving husband who loves me for every flaw and imperfection's I have.. he truly loves me through good times and bad. I have 2 handsome boys who have overflowed my life with love and have taught me so much about myself. I have the best job ever.. it showed me that I have so much more love to give. I have so many friends and family that just fill my life with love, care, and fun! What more could I want?!
I truly feel like God spoke to me today at that very moment I believe more then ever that this is where I am supposed to be. It kept hitting me harder and harder as I continued to go about my morning.. these are things that I do and see day after day but it was like my eyes and heart were open to truly see it for what it is. I am blessed to have a husband to bake for, I am blessed to have kids who melt my heart when I watch them play, I am blessed to have a job that I have so much love for! I have all those things plus a loving father in heaven who continues to fill my life here on earth with blessings beyond what I could have ever imagined for myself. I completely put my trust in him. Truly, I am counting my blessings today....
